Ironic

Help,the kids are driving me crazy!! Josh is in Florida for another week. Yes once again Josh is saving the world and I'm here with thing 1 and thing 2. I never thought raising kids would be the hardest job I would ever have. I know very cleshe, but true. Event's they drive me nuts it's a good kind of nuts. Isabelle has my personality, god help us all. She knows what she wants and she wants it now, she also likes to make people laugh and comfort them which is good, I was in the middle of a breakdown the other day and she said "don't cry honey, I love you with all my heart." and she rubbed my back, this made feel like the craziness was worth it and maybe I can raise a good human being. I think as a parent I see the world differently then before they came. I see the good more in people and I wonder no matter what kind of bad they may have done, they could be rubbing someone's back and telling them not to cry. It's funny a 3 yr.old can make you think deeper. Jens is doing good, getten' tall and he can run. I have never seen a kid run like him. He is sweet to when he isn't hittn' us and torturing his sister. He like to snuggle and look at books. We as a family are all doing well.